Parking @ Empire Shopping Gallery Subang

The new shopping mall in Subang, the Empire Shopping Gallery will be charging parking fees soon! There goes my free parking, but at least I managed to enjoy it for a month!

The parking rates they are implementing effective 16th August 2010: -

1st hour - RM 1-00

Subsequent hours - RM 1-50/hour

and that's crazy expensive!

And currently, they are going on with this stupid thing, that we have to actually take the parking ticket like other shopping malls, and when you wants to get out from there, you'll need to "validate" it at the parking payment machine, which is not convenient at all! I need to drive from B4 to B1, and park my car at the illegal parking, just to validate the parking ticket! A waste of time! What to do, it's free parking though :P

Not quite sure about the rate in Subang Parade, but should be about the same. If you are working nearby, and has been parking free in Empire, I suggest you to park your car in Subang Parade, with only RM 3-00/entry charges before 10am. Don't come out until you wanna go home, or else, it will be rather expensive too.

I am not parking neither both the area, but I've gotten myself a season pass for parkings at Wisma Consplant instead for RM 80-00/month. It's cheaper than KL's or PJ's. :)

一句我等你,其实需要很大的勇气

它远比我爱你三个字,来得更需要勇气
不是每个人你都愿意等待,也不是所有人都值得你去等待
一句我等你,包含了很多的,无奈,心酸,苦涩
或许是爱不到,或许是不能爱
无论怎样,我等你这个承诺,远比我爱你更动听

看看身边,有多少人曾经对你说我爱你
可有谁会说一句我等你,谁会愿意那样卑微的等待
不计较任何的回报的等待,
说一句我爱你很容易,可却和少有人愿意会说一句我等你
在我看来,
一句我等你,是三个字的承诺 ♥

也许你面前的这个人,一句我爱你感动了你
但你却忽略了那个说我等你的人,
只是三个字,
前者的爱有激情但肤浅,后者的爱单纯又执着

年少的时候,我们向往那些激情
钟爱那句我爱你,受了伤也不投降
当被伤透彻了才知道一切都因为一句--> 我爱你

那个时候,你更愿意听到那一句我等你

如果,在你身边有那么一个人，
他愿意毫不计较的为你付出,默默的等你
那么,请千万珍惜~
他会是一直陪你走下去的那个人
他不会在半途中将你丢弃
因为他懂得珍惜与付出,他懂得那一句,我等你

可是你知道吗？
为了爱你,选择等你,等你
是因为更能好好爱你 …♥
让你给他一个家，陪他走完这一生。。

如果正有一个等你的他，
好好珍惜，能拥有对你这样痴情的他，
有的人一生都不会有这种机遇…，
你遇到了请不要辜负他的心，♥
因为说出等你时他就决定，
放弃等你的途中一切幸福的机遇…
或许对他来说错过的不是他的幸福~

即使他早知你们的结果是不好的…他都一直等下去，
说明他真的对你太痴心！
你也可以说他傻，但是一切都是为你傻，
能等到你，和你永远在一起才是他真正的幸福！

相信和这样的爱人共渡一生你也会幸福…

经常给他传个短信，他就会兴奋不已。。

好好珍惜等待你的人吧…

祝天下等待的人都能有好的结果

:)

Result of CCP Paper 5 is out and I failed ..which is in my expectation.

Although I've expected the fail, but still feeling a little sad. Such an useless person I am.

Nevermind, looks like I need to go back to the class again!! Holidays have to be postponed.

Signing off--

如果我只是【过客】，请不要对我好！

如果我真的很不重要，如果我只是你生命中的过客那么请你，
请你不要对我好，不要让我发现自己已经习惯你、
依赖你到无法自拔。

从一开始，我只是陪你走过一段人生的小路程。
如果注定会分离，就别让我去抽离这种习惯！
因为伤不起，因为承受不起。
也许曾经想过封闭起自己，只是遇到了你，以及你们，
让我觉得有支撑下去的勇气！
可是有的时候真的是太在乎，太容易受伤了。
不经意的知道很多。

是什么感觉呢？就像自己落水了，然后在绝望的那一刻，
有一只手伸过来带给我生的希望，
就在我真的真的想要把自己生命，
所有的希望交个那个人的时候，
却丢下我走了，任由我往水里沉！
从天堂掉下地狱。
知不知道，你真的对我是很重要，很重要的，
但是当我知道原来你不曾像我这样想过，
当我知道你根本就不曾在乎过，
或者把我当一个玩耍的工具时，
才觉得自己是真的傻，真的笨吧！

像以前遇到的很多人，说着很好听很好听的话，
让我以为自己仿佛是他的整个世界，
可是就要去相信去接受的时候，
却让我知道，原来一切都是假的。
为什么我拼命告诉自己不能轻易相信别人？
却还是选择了相信。我相信的人，
你对我很重要，或许我是真的没有长大，
所以我喜欢去相信你，去依赖你！
比其他人更在乎你的一言一行，也许你不曾感觉到，
但那是真的，那种感情，跟爱情，友情，亲情都没有关系。
特别得说不出来。

有一天，你出什么事了，我也会焦虑会害怕，
有一天，自己很难过很难过了，想要逃的时候，也怕你会担心。
把你当作我生命中很重要的人，但是有一天如果你不管我了，
丢下我了，连话都不想跟我说了，也许不仅仅是难过，还有……

如果我真的是无所谓有无所谓无的，
那么从一开始就别对我好，
因为也许你一点点的温暖就会想让我拥有整个太阳！
不要给我施舍的好，不要给我同情的好，一旦我习惯了这些好，
当你转身即走的时候，留下的除了一道道伤痕还有什么呢？
这是自己曾经很想说的话，现在转过来！
现在想来，这只是青春的必经之路，
有痛苦，有甜蜜，回过头来看，
留下的只是淡淡的回忆！～

P/S: A very good and meaningful article I shared from a friend.

Happiee Happpiee Chinese New Year !!

Wow .. 1 more day to go is the most important celebration for the Chinese which is the Chinese New Year. Didn't realised that I've already celebrated 25 times of Chinese New Year in my life... time flies ~

And coincidently, the Valentine's Day falls on the same day as the CNY this year ... definitely will affect some businesses.

Anyway, just to grab this chance to wish all my dear friends and family ~ a Happy Chinese New Year ! May all of you stay happy happy, healthy, sun sun li li, success in career, money keep coming in and all comes with good luck as well ~ and most important is that appreciate the time spent with your family, friends and loved ones!

Last but not least, Gong Hei Fatt Choi , Gong Hei Fatt Choi!! :D

A Lover's Concerto

How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the flowers with their melodies

Oh, see there beyond the hill
The bright colours of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us just to fall in love

You´ll hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

Now I belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And I´ll give to you every part of me

Oh, don´t ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without love
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally

You´ll hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

United State of Pop 2009

This is so cool ~~

Recapitulation of Year 2009

On the last day of year 2009, will like to recap of what I've gone through for the past 1 yr...

January

~ Spent the 1st day of 2009 with my loved one at Genting Highland, it was a memorable one for both of us. Nothing much happening after that, as usual, busy busy with works and of course, the Chinese New Year celebration ! Angpows and angpows ... mwahahah , feel so rich especially on the CNY every year.

February

~ Was also busy attending courses for the preparation of upcoming exams in the month of April. Gone through the 2nd Valentine's Day of ours and hoping to celebrate it again in the coming one. Month of February is a very short month, as usual life goes on, busy with works again! So stressed up as need to attend courses and at the same time need to meet the deadlines as well. Sobbies ..

March

~ The month to prepare for the coming 1st CCP paper in April. Haha, last minute studies as usual. Where got so free la right? So so busy with works and management keep wanting us to meet their deadlines, which some is not even in our KPI. Sigh ~

April

~ Exam exam exam!! Took a whole week of study leave just for studies ! Duhh ~ of course for studiesla, and is not for shopping or outings ok! :p Haha ~ wasn't confident enough to sit for that paper, but someone besides me has been giving me guidance and moral support. Thank you alot. And I know, he is also busy and stressed up with his studies and works. I might be not a good gf previously, but has tried my best to support and guide him as well. And right after the exam, ofcos it would be the celebration !! Wooohooo ~~

May

~ It was the month that our love slowly turns 180 degrees. More and more arguments occured. Yes, both of us are really too ego I can say. Perhaps cos both of us are Libra-ians? I don't know. Broke off for the first time due to some unforeseen circumstances but patched back cos both of us still loving each other alot and alot. I tell myself to change especially on my temper and to commit more into this relationship. And another thing was, I started to feel the pain in my body. I don't know what made the pains. But it is painful. I m proud that I can stand it for quite some time already until I visit the doctor. I do not want others to be worried of me but until I really can't stand it anymore.

June

~ And I know I need time to change my temper, and I wish I will be given that time. Which gal who don't lose their temper actually? It's normal seriously. I got friends who are much more worse than me. Anyway, the month of June in 2009 was just a very normal days happening around in our life. Go dating, movies, here and there. Of course, it is still best cos it was well-spent with the loved ones. June was also a critical month for me in my job, as it is the end of financial year and many things are to be done before the last day of June. The pain is still there, and it got worse. Visit the doctor and suspected growth and then was urgently registered for an operation in July. Ofcos I am worried and very very scared, as I do not know what will happen to me. I was damn emo and sad, but luckily there is someone has been accompanying me to go thru this. Thanks alot to you again. I know you've tried your very best to be a good bf.

July

~ Month of July, a very shocking month. Received a phone call in the middle of the night and was told that my beloved Uncle [Mum's big bro] was brutally slashed by some people at his work place and is on the way in the ambulance from Telok Anson to Klang Hospital. That's the nearest hospital they said. The ambulance speed over 150Km/per hour. Every of us was really worried and most of our family members rushed there to find out more. And he passed away few days later, which also falls on the same day as my day operation. We were proud of him as he managed to stand the pains and he was unconscious and went off to the other world. I stil goes on with my operation and it goes well although there are lots of complication during the surgery. Luckily ~ And thanks again to bf who has been accompanying me for that period during the stay in hospital. He has been accompanying me from early morning until I sleep at night. Thank you very much.

August

~ Health is not that good since early of the year. Needs to rest more after the operation. However, going back to work after the long medical leave, it was miserable !! Files and documents are tonnes up on my table. Gosh ~ but what to do, thats the cheap labour. But luckily bosses are really considerate. They don't pressure me too much, but I will feel guilty and I will work even harder for it. :) Uncle just passed away, and he is our very respectful one in our family. Many prayers was also done for him. Hoping he will live happily in the other world. At the same time, H1N1 hits the world. It was a very serious disease, and did also brings away many lifes. Same time, I need to prepare and busy attending courses again for my 2nd paper - CCP paper 3 in September. Wow ~ look at how busy I am .. gonna be crazy soon ... no wonder my temper got worse instead of going better.

September

~ Another week of study leave for studies! Woah ~ exam is done! Time to give myself another rest time. Oh ya, there is a small argument in between this month. Sigh ~ but it was then solved. He is very forgiving and I really love him alot. He brought me out for some outing with his colleagues, and I was very very happy then. I wish to spend my time just for him :). And the happiest thing is, my birthday fall on the month of September as well. Hahaha ~ happy happy happy! I know he couldn't take leave on my birthday and I am Ok with it. I don't mind celebrating it later on during his off-days as long as it is celebrated with him. But he made his best effort to celebrate with me on that actual day! Yeah ~ thank you very much to you. I love it. I love your preparation. So cute, he tried to give me surprises. I appreciate it alot. But I am sorry, my mood was spoilt by the pain, but I still enjoyed it alot! I love the cake too. Coincidentally, my birthday falls on the Arthur's Day as well. So, i moved on to the next event with my friends and he goes back to work. I know he is tired as well, rushing here and there. Sowiee ~

October

~ First day of the month, it was his birthday! I've tried my best to give him surprises as well! Weeee ~~ and sent a sms one day before to invite him to a bday celebration with me. Haha ~ I've tried it out with some new ideas. Made calls here and there cos I need to work on that day as well, so do him. Seeing him so happy on that day, I am very very happy too. That was the 2nd birthday celebration for him. I hope he will like it although it was just a very simple one. Happy Birthday to you ! Happy Birthday to you ! Happy Birthday to youuuu ~ Happy Birthday to U! :D.

November

~ I was wondering how come I got thinner and thinner nowadays. Is it becos of the side effect of the medicine? Worried as well. But it slowly turns better and I tried my best to eat more just to gain the weight. Hahahaha. Was so happy cos finally we are successful in booking the air tickets to Taiwan trip next year. I am so looking forward to this trip. Spent 3 hours till 3am in the morning just to book the cheap tickets for our long awaiting trip. Lol. He was happy too as finally his wish comes true. Time to save save and plan plan for this trip. At the same time as well, many weddings to attend. Gosh, pokai month in November and December. We travelled down to Malacca for one of my old friend's wedding dinner and also at the same time, a Malacca Trip for both of us. It was an enjoyable one as we have already been saying it long enough and just that we do not have the time to do it! That was our last memorable trip. I seriously enjoyed it and I hope you do too.

December

~ Went down to Batu Pahat for colleague's wedding with him and on that day itself, our relationship ended after a small talk with him. I don't consider it as argument, as I am just telling him what I am thinking. I think our relationship really do need some communication. Since that day, we have never talk, he doesn't want to answer my calls, he doesn't want to reply my sms, he doesn't want to see me as well. I've tried many ways just to contact him and he feels irritated and annoyed about it. Ya, i know i am annoying, I just want to try to save this relationship cos I appreciate it alot. It should be the month of our 2nd Xmas celebration and 2 years anniversary of being together, which coincidentally falls on the last day of the year.

I may left out some during the recapitulation as above, but it will always be in my memory. The ending of year 2009 and I do not know what will come in year 2010, but just hope for a better one ofcos ~ Happy New Year to all ! Cheers !

-Jodiesan-

h.a.p.p.i.e n.e.w y.e.a.r

Another 2 more days and we will be saying goodbye to the year 2009, and yes we shall welcome the 2010.

Many wishes I've made previously has not even been fulfilled yet, and I guess I will have to do it this coming year 2010 ~

Alot of incidents happened in my year 2009 - hicked up in the work, exam stress for my banking papers, work stress, major operation in the month of July, one of our beloved and respectful family members went to another life so suddenly .. and etc.

Has been falling sick alot in year 2009, and wishing it will be lesser in the coming year. I hope. Is it due to the weakness of my immune system, or is there something else happening which I do not want to find out more about it? I don't know .. but nevermind, let's pray for the best ..

I really had a good memorable days in year 2009 and will also remember it. For the past 2 years, the new year eve days, will always be the special one for me, but this year it will be a different one, without companion from a special one. I've experienced the best and sweet time with you and thank you for giving me such a lovely one and of course I do wish that i'll have your companion this time. I still remember that we actually wanted to plan for a new year eve celebration over the sea. Sigh ~

Anyway, I am here taking this opportunity, to wish everyone a Happy New Year, welcoming the year 2010. Hopefully everything will be the best for everyone. New Year New Resolution , I've always been hearing this sentence alot, looks like I'll need to think of what resolution to make then.

And last but not least, Happy New Year to You too ~

陶喆 - 暗恋

告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你
so lonely

so here I am ,standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受我
so lonely

尽管渴望再见你 虽然只是在梦里
短暂的甜蜜已胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有珍妮 只要能感动你
我愿意 我愿意

so here I am ,standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
here I am ,waiting just for you
开放我所有 ,我要为你怎么做你才接受
oh~(怎么才接受)
我喜欢 我要你 我爱你(我喜欢 我要你 我爱你)

so here I am , standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
so here I am ,waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受我
I am lonely

故事就说到这里 就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了 其余是秘密
在那某一个街头 会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌 多爱你 珍妮

merry x'mas

We wish you a merry x'mas,
we wish you a merry x'mas,
we wish you a merry x'mas,
And a happy new year .

It should be a special day, the day our story started [25/12] ...

*Merry Christmas to You*

When You're Gone

I always needed time of my own
I never thought
I'd need you there when I cried

And the days feel like years
whene I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart
are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know
is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I Miss You ~

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you

And the clothes you left
are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much
I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart
are missing you ~

Right Here Waiting

Just to let you know, I'll be here waiting for you to come back ... meanwhile, I will change to a better me to start up a new life with U ... I guess I know what you really want ....

Yes, a 2 years relationship is not short nor long .. but I am not like other girls, who only look at the good point and hate the bad point of you .. I am the type who wants to go through with you of everything of yours whether it is bad or good .. I'll be right here waiting for you ...

* Right Here Waiting by Richard Marx *

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

Wishing you could see this ...

i am sorry

i am sorry .. u r always the most important one in my heart ...and this is the song that u always been singing it to me .. i really love it till now ~

I don't know but I believe
That somethings are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny

is out of our control
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
and All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

If I asked would you say yes
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

I really hope you can hear me ... love you always ~

I don't know but I believe,
There's some things are meant to be,
You'll make a better me,
Everyday I Love You ...

it's the pain and exam is tomorrow. how am i going to sit for this exam? sighhh ~~

everything happened just like a dream ...

It was a busy busy week .. firstly due to workloads ...unfinish work .. but I am in need to go for a week or two medical leave, as health is more important , i rather let go my work and only continues with it when I am back after that ..

Received phone call and was told that something happened to my big uncle, got slashed behind the head, 5-6 slashes on the face and also on the leg. It happened so out of sudden.

He was sent to a nearest hospital in Klang from his working place in Teluk Anson, Perak. Badly injured and unconscious, and he stand it for that few days until last Saturday, we received calls from other relatives saying that he is gone, for real. He is no longer here.

I took a home-leave from hospital for 2 hours and rushed to the Klang hospital and was unable to see him for the last time. The tears just kept dropping out of my eyes. Not me alone, is all of us. I do not know how to response at that time.

And I went back to the hospital I admitted in and prepare for the operation booked and everything went well. Mum was busy with the family matter as uncle passed away so suddenly. Thank god bf was looking after me for that few days until I was discharged on Monday. Thank you fellow friends for visiting and the boxes of chicken essense and also thank you for the basket of flowers + fruits from colleagues.

The moment I was discharged, I rushed to the ceremony at uncle's place. Looking at him sleeping inside the casket, my tears drop again, and I couldnt stop it. I hate those people who did this to him. Don't this people feel bad after doing it? Damn ...

He is among one of the uncle(s) i respect the most in my family. A very very nice guy, honest and loving. His demise is the lost to all of our family members. It was a shocked to us as well and we are still thinking of him day and night even after the funeral service. All of his workers, even travelled down from Perak with buses and cars to pay the last respect to him. That shows how well he treats his workers and all. The whole place was also showered with more than 50 bouquet of flowers from friends and relatives.

The whole ceremony was a sorrow and full with tears, from relatives and even friends. It is very hard to accept his death, he is still young, strong and healthy guy. Everything is just like a dream. However, what gone is already gone, he will be always in our heart and mind. We'll be forever loving you, Uncle. May you Rest In Peace ~

This is the 5th or 6th time, he said that to me .. and is for real ...I thought he won't be treating me like this .. and I m wrong ... as friends said, there is no true love in this world .. and I am slowly believing it ..

Something to/not cheer about

Oh yes it is a happy thing, cos 1st CCP paper is over. Had been studying for that paper in less than a week! The feel is just like way back in Uni life during the exam weeks etc. I miss that moment. *sobz* ..

For some of you was wondering what is CCP, the full name for it is "Certified Credit Professional". Some sort of like, it is a requirement for credit personnel in banking and finance industry, for further enhancement in your career, and that would be useful I hope. :p ..

And so, that's only the 1st paper, and the 3rd & 5th are coming on their way. Result for 1st CCP paper is not out yet, and I m in the un-sure standing, whether I can pass it or not. For your information, the passing marks is 80%. Sounds scary right? But really hope that I have the enough knowledege and luck or whatsoever to pass that paper and also to pass for the whole course. Bless me!

Soon after the paper, which fell on last Saturday, and it is the time to get back to work! Can you imagine how your table will be like when you got back to the office after a week of leave? Files, documents and papers all over your table .... awaiting me to come back and settle it!!! It is a crazie week I can say, and higher management is pushing us to speed up the processing(s). How to finish an application, as thick like a thesis, with our justifications, our mitigations, our credit explanations, risk analysis & mitigations etc etc, in a day? Besides that, sometimes customers are not cooperative enough to furnish the documents or more information for us to speed up. And sometimes it is the system itself, lag and slow and error here and there, how are they expecting us to write a paper (just like an assignment) in a day? Our job is like , doing all the works (A-Z) and with less pay.

What to do, that is life! And due to the economy turmoil, we have no choice, but to continue our work. Having a job and get paid, rather than get retrenched and without a work. That is even something not to cheer about. But, seriously, I still do enjoy my work alot, but I m really tired of all these. Had been busy for the whole week, therefore, I need to ffk my dear friends, and I am really really sorry, as I could not join the fun to Malacca today. I will next time :) .

Signing off to rest. What a lovely weekend!

It has been a long long time since I last updated my blog. What to do ? I am really busy with my work, till I neglected my social life, my enjoy life etc etc etc lots and lots more ... HAHA ..

Oh gosh, looks like I need to catch back all my time spent on my work ... :)