Missing grandma

Grandma was admitted into hospital due to stroke at old age (96 years old) in early of Nov. She was there for about 10 days, and due to there is no other new changes, we decided to shift her back to her house in our hometown. This is what she wants, when I asked her during she is in unconscious situation.

Shifted her back on Sunday (16/11) and she only managed to live for another one day plus in that house. She went to be with the god on 18/11, when the clock strike at 12.40am. And now she's gone and I feel bad for not being there with her when she's gone. It was a too short period and we wasn't expecting that fast.

I am extremely sad and cried, as she is one of the important person to me. She the one I always follow around when I am small to anywhere in our hometown. And she is one of the close one to me as well. The feeling is terrible I can say when I heard that she's gone. I just spoke to her on the phone an hour before she's gone (although she can't answer me, I know she's listening).

But, I must think on the other side. She is already 96 yrs old, and she had already live her full life. She had already enjoyed her life in this world. And I do not want her to suffer, and don't want her to be unhappy. I know she's already had a happy life, with all of us as her grandchildrens and also my nephew, her great grandchild, and I know she loves us alot.

I was in hometown for the whole week for her funeral, and really sad that she is not here anymore. The home will be empty, and I was thinking, Chinese New Year is coming, and she is always there every year, and this coming CNY will not be the same, she is not there already.

Grandma, although you are not here already, I will always be missing you. And I wish that you are happy in the other world as well. Enjoy the life there. Rest in peace grandma. Love you always!

Yes it's weekend! I simply love the weekend ...muahahhaha ....

and I m not going to work tomorrow, whateva the boss wanna say and I m not going to work ! I m absolutely happy about this ... a weekend free from work!

Weeee ~ It's weekend !! :) Let's enjoy enjoy these free time !

Damai Laut Trip [25-26th Oct 08]

Yeah it was an awesome trip!! Beautiful sceneries, beautiful view, beautiful sea, resorts, rooms, and others. And the best part is like I said before this, I did not come out with a single cents for this trip. That's even great isn't it? :p

The worse part is ... the journey to the destination. It was a long long journey and it's tiring neh ~ but really looking forward to this place. Anyway, we actually passed by Kellie's Castle when we went missing somewhere. Felt that this landmark is very historical, too bad didn't snap any photo of it. Must make a visit to this place one day.

Dropped by in Sitiawan, Perak, to enjoy a seafood lunch there. Varieties of seafood, and it's cheap and can say not bad la. And of course, then to continue our journey to Damai Laut Swiss Garden Resort.

Gathered at the lobby and was welcomed by the staffs there. :D .. so friendly they are. And also there's someone playing some music there to welcome us as well.

*thank you for welcoming us*

Took a few photos first before checking-in into the room. Cos the scenery is too pretty already until I can't wait to snap them.

*Nice view - I love it*

And don't misunderstand, this is not the photo I took from the website or online or what. It is truly the photos I snap over there in the resort, just outside the lobby. It looks alike in my previous post regarding this trip right ? heheheh ...

We then checked-in into our rooms. And room 566 is mine and my colleague, Ms Chai. It's a 4-stars hotel indeed, it never disappoint us on this. The room is considered spacious, and well maintained. Feel so comfortable and the toilet is the most important one, and it looks good too.

*Me and Chai*

Right sharp at 4pm, all of us gathered in the lobby again for our next activities, which is the kid's games and also the telematches for the staffs of our department and their family members. Me and Chai do not want to miss the chance to snap more photos. Hahaha.. cam-whoring ! :p

*Me + Nice view behind + Green Maybank Tshirt*

And yes finally the games started. We started it with the kid's games first as they are long awaiting it. Heheheh .. we had our games all at the beach and the kids really enjoying it. So cute of them during the game session.

The time has come, and it's the telematches for the adults organized by the resort people. It was challenging and we were all separated into 3 teams consist of 2 girls teams and 1 guys team, namely Sentap, Angel and Tarzan. Hahahahaha ....

*The tarzans*

*Sentap*

*The Angels*

We started with our games and look at all these. I didn't know that my colleagues all are so good in all these. *Claps*

The winner ... of course it will be the guys team, if not they really siasui already la right? ... Nevermind, give them a chance. LOL ..

As usual, it is your own free time session, and we hang out at the beach taking photos of sceneries and most important ourselves! That's what I like to do.

*pose 1*

*pose 2*

* weee ~ good shot!*

*and the beautiful sunset*

Back to the hotel and prepare for the night ! It's a buffet style of dinner, variety of foods - Lamb, Chicken, Squid, Corn, Vege, Salmon, etc etc etc ... very very full, but the food , hmm I m giving only 2 out of 5 stars. The food is just way too normal and not that special at all.

After dinner, it is a long awaiting event for the crowds , the lucky draw! ... Sob .. I only get myself a toaster, but I can say it's a cool toaster k! :p .. and the grand prize went to my SAM, Mdm Seet. Wow, she's a really lucky lady I can say. :) Congratulations to you.

The night never ends and we started with our karaoke session, and as there's no one wanted to sing the first, I make the move and duet a song with my colleague Keen.

*Keen & I Karaoke-ing*

The night ended around 12 and needed to back to the room to tidurr ...so so tiring .... *YaWn* ..

There is no activities planned and it's a free time for all. After the breakfast, which is so - so only la ... we went to the pool side and cam-whoring.. LOL .. did not bring my swimsuit there, so I can't go for a swim and I am lazy also :p ... and back to the room for a nap after that .. Hahahah .. What a trip ....

And it's time to balik .... oh yeah I cant wait to be at home ! and anyway thumbs up to me and other committees ... hehheeh .. cheers ~ :) and yet again, I don't like the journey home as well.. so so so long way we took ....gosh gosh ..

Note: I would recommended to come for a stay but not on the food. The food really ....a little disappointing ...

Really shit shit shit .. was darn tired from a short trip to Damai Laut in Perak, and the driving journey is really looooong .. and reach home den arguments started.

I was really tiring already and yet you still ask me this question: "Why can't I go out with my friends yesterday?" ... the day should be good but end up with a bad day. I was wondering why can't you ask it yesterday instead when you asked me? Why only today you met me up and only ask me this question? .. You think properly yourself...

And from today onwards, I won't bother who the hell you go out with, where you going or whateva, and I really mean it. I m serious.

And seeing your blog just now, really true that you don't like it when every weekend I am needed to accompany my family out and you will be following as well. And now I saw your blog and you wrote that, and you mentioned that you are not really happy about this. Okay , fine and I understand. I won't force you to go out with me with my family, do not worry about that. My family stuff I will handle it myself.

As for my friends, whoever you wanna go out with or whateva it's up to you. I won't control that anymore. I knew I am acting cheap, that I go out with your friends instead, and you replied me that your friends won't even bother about me. Yes you are right, who am I? I m not those extremely beautiful girl or whateva. I know I m being cheap.

And yes you always said that I've changed. Whateva you wanna say, maybe I've changed. But before saying that I've changed, pls think of yourself. Today's argument is really ... speechless, and I will definately remember how you treat me today, your tone of voice, your volume, your sarcastic words and everything, even my mum had not talk to me this way. I'll remember that.

I realised every arguments with you, after that you'll write it into your blog. Sometimes, you never think of the pro and cons about this. How if my friend saw it? and how do I face my friends?

And you always misunderstood after any arguments with you, and why like this? I really don't understand. I wonder what will happen in the future ....

Rain rain go away

It's rainy season and yes it rains everyday ...yada ...yada... yada .... and I'd even stuck in the flood in Kajang with the level of water almost half of my car and luckily my car still healthy after that, hahaha .. and of course .. luckily it is not Malaysian made car... phew ~

Planned to go to Taman Pertanian Bukit Cahaya in Shah Alam tomorrow with the ngongkuis ... but looks like we need to delay it then... perhaps should think of some of other plans instead ... :p

Ahhhh .... and please don't rain during my trip to Damai Laut next weekend ... *pray pray*

countdown ...

Can't wait for the company's trip to Damai Laut Swiss Garden ...another 2 weeks .... YAY YAY ... !

The beach views

Looking at these photos (source from the swiss garden resort website) ... feel so relaxed ... and it's time for me to get a break ...and relax myself during this trip, been working very hard and really stressed out since my last holiday in Perhentian during July .. and the best thing is ... this trip is FREE ...will be sponsored and am not paying any $$ ..... wahahaha ..

The golf course

pool - morning view

Gayam sunset view

Deluxe seaview room

If I m not mistaken, this will be the room I am staying in .... wow ! awesome !~

Am awaiting for this trip and it will be fun! Must enjoy to the fullest and have FUN in this trip ... and of course I wish that you will be there with me. We can go for a visit there next time k ~ :D

18 rules for lovely life in 2008 :)

1) Pursue achievable goals

2) Keep a genuine smile

3) Share with others

4) Help thy Neighbors

5) Maintain a youthful spirit

6) Get along with the rich, the poor, the beautiful & the ugly

7) Keep cool under pressure

8) Lighten the atmosphere with humor

9) Forgive the annoyance of others

10) Have few pals

11) Cooperate and reap greater rewards

12) Treasure every moments with YOUR loved one

13) Have high confidence in yourself

14) Respect the disadvantaged

15) Indulge yourself occasionally

16) Give thanks to the almighty

17) Take calculated risks

18) Under "Money Isn't everything..."

"Every Little Smile can touch Somebody's heart. May U find hundreds of reasons to smile today and May U be the reason for someone else to smile always!"

Got this e-mail from a friend, it's definately meaningful ~ :)