On the last day of year 2009, will like to recap of what I've gone through for the past 1 yr...
January
~ Spent the 1st day of 2009 with my loved one at Genting Highland, it was a memorable one for both of us. Nothing much happening after that, as usual, busy busy with works and of course, the Chinese New Year celebration ! Angpows and angpows ... mwahahah , feel so rich especially on the CNY every year.
February
~ Was also busy attending courses for the preparation of upcoming exams in the month of April. Gone through the 2nd Valentine's Day of ours and hoping to celebrate it again in the coming one. Month of February is a very short month, as usual life goes on, busy with works again! So stressed up as need to attend courses and at the same time need to meet the deadlines as well. Sobbies ..
March
~ The month to prepare for the coming 1st CCP paper in April. Haha, last minute studies as usual. Where got so free la right? So so busy with works and management keep wanting us to meet their deadlines, which some is not even in our KPI. Sigh ~
April
~ Exam exam exam!! Took a whole week of study leave just for studies ! Duhh ~ of course for studiesla, and is not for shopping or outings ok! :p Haha ~ wasn't confident enough to sit for that paper, but someone besides me has been giving me guidance and moral support. Thank you alot. And I know, he is also busy and stressed up with his studies and works. I might be not a good gf previously, but has tried my best to support and guide him as well. And right after the exam, ofcos it would be the celebration !! Wooohooo ~~
May
~ It was the month that our love slowly turns 180 degrees. More and more arguments occured. Yes, both of us are really too ego I can say. Perhaps cos both of us are Libra-ians? I don't know. Broke off for the first time due to some unforeseen circumstances but patched back cos both of us still loving each other alot and alot. I tell myself to change especially on my temper and to commit more into this relationship. And another thing was, I started to feel the pain in my body. I don't know what made the pains. But it is painful. I m proud that I can stand it for quite some time already until I visit the doctor. I do not want others to be worried of me but until I really can't stand it anymore.
June
~ And I know I need time to change my temper, and I wish I will be given that time. Which gal who don't lose their temper actually? It's normal seriously. I got friends who are much more worse than me. Anyway, the month of June in 2009 was just a very normal days happening around in our life. Go dating, movies, here and there. Of course, it is still best cos it was well-spent with the loved ones. June was also a critical month for me in my job, as it is the end of financial year and many things are to be done before the last day of June. The pain is still there, and it got worse. Visit the doctor and suspected growth and then was urgently registered for an operation in July. Ofcos I am worried and very very scared, as I do not know what will happen to me. I was damn emo and sad, but luckily there is someone has been accompanying me to go thru this. Thanks alot to you again. I know you've tried your very best to be a good bf.
July
~ Month of July, a very shocking month. Received a phone call in the middle of the night and was told that my beloved Uncle [Mum's big bro] was brutally slashed by some people at his work place and is on the way in the ambulance from Telok Anson to Klang Hospital. That's the nearest hospital they said. The ambulance speed over 150Km/per hour. Every of us was really worried and most of our family members rushed there to find out more. And he passed away few days later, which also falls on the same day as my day operation. We were proud of him as he managed to stand the pains and he was unconscious and went off to the other world. I stil goes on with my operation and it goes well although there are lots of complication during the surgery. Luckily ~ And thanks again to bf who has been accompanying me for that period during the stay in hospital. He has been accompanying me from early morning until I sleep at night. Thank you very much.
August
~ Health is not that good since early of the year. Needs to rest more after the operation. However, going back to work after the long medical leave, it was miserable !! Files and documents are tonnes up on my table. Gosh ~ but what to do, thats the cheap labour. But luckily bosses are really considerate. They don't pressure me too much, but I will feel guilty and I will work even harder for it. :) Uncle just passed away, and he is our very respectful one in our family. Many prayers was also done for him. Hoping he will live happily in the other world. At the same time, H1N1 hits the world. It was a very serious disease, and did also brings away many lifes. Same time, I need to prepare and busy attending courses again for my 2nd paper - CCP paper 3 in September. Wow ~ look at how busy I am .. gonna be crazy soon ... no wonder my temper got worse instead of going better.
September
~ Another week of study leave for studies! Woah ~ exam is done! Time to give myself another rest time. Oh ya, there is a small argument in between this month. Sigh ~ but it was then solved. He is very forgiving and I really love him alot. He brought me out for some outing with his colleagues, and I was very very happy then. I wish to spend my time just for him :). And the happiest thing is, my birthday fall on the month of September as well. Hahaha ~ happy happy happy! I know he couldn't take leave on my birthday and I am Ok with it. I don't mind celebrating it later on during his off-days as long as it is celebrated with him. But he made his best effort to celebrate with me on that actual day! Yeah ~ thank you very much to you. I love it. I love your preparation. So cute, he tried to give me surprises. I appreciate it alot. But I am sorry, my mood was spoilt by the pain, but I still enjoyed it alot! I love the cake too. Coincidentally, my birthday falls on the Arthur's Day as well. So, i moved on to the next event with my friends and he goes back to work. I know he is tired as well, rushing here and there. Sowiee ~
October
~ First day of the month, it was his birthday! I've tried my best to give him surprises as well! Weeee ~~ and sent a sms one day before to invite him to a bday celebration with me. Haha ~ I've tried it out with some new ideas. Made calls here and there cos I need to work on that day as well, so do him. Seeing him so happy on that day, I am very very happy too. That was the 2nd birthday celebration for him. I hope he will like it although it was just a very simple one. Happy Birthday to you ! Happy Birthday to you ! Happy Birthday to youuuu ~ Happy Birthday to U! :D.
November
~ I was wondering how come I got thinner and thinner nowadays. Is it becos of the side effect of the medicine? Worried as well. But it slowly turns better and I tried my best to eat more just to gain the weight. Hahahaha. Was so happy cos finally we are successful in booking the air tickets to Taiwan trip next year. I am so looking forward to this trip. Spent 3 hours till 3am in the morning just to book the cheap tickets for our long awaiting trip. Lol. He was happy too as finally his wish comes true. Time to save save and plan plan for this trip. At the same time as well, many weddings to attend. Gosh, pokai month in November and December. We travelled down to Malacca for one of my old friend's wedding dinner and also at the same time, a Malacca Trip for both of us. It was an enjoyable one as we have already been saying it long enough and just that we do not have the time to do it! That was our last memorable trip. I seriously enjoyed it and I hope you do too.
December
~ Went down to Batu Pahat for colleague's wedding with him and on that day itself, our relationship ended after a small talk with him. I don't consider it as argument, as I am just telling him what I am thinking. I think our relationship really do need some communication. Since that day, we have never talk, he doesn't want to answer my calls, he doesn't want to reply my sms, he doesn't want to see me as well. I've tried many ways just to contact him and he feels irritated and annoyed about it. Ya, i know i am annoying, I just want to try to save this relationship cos I appreciate it alot. It should be the month of our 2nd Xmas celebration and 2 years anniversary of being together, which coincidentally falls on the last day of the year.
I may left out some during the recapitulation as above, but it will always be in my memory. The ending of year 2009 and I do not know what will come in year 2010, but just hope for a better one ofcos ~ Happy New Year to all ! Cheers ! -Jodiesan-
