Really shit shit shit .. was darn tired from a short trip to Damai Laut in Perak, and the driving journey is really looooong .. and reach home den arguments started.

I was really tiring already and yet you still ask me this question: "Why can't I go out with my friends yesterday?" ... the day should be good but end up with a bad day. I was wondering why can't you ask it yesterday instead when you asked me? Why only today you met me up and only ask me this question? .. You think properly yourself...

And from today onwards, I won't bother who the hell you go out with, where you going or whateva, and I really mean it. I m serious.

And seeing your blog just now, really true that you don't like it when every weekend I am needed to accompany my family out and you will be following as well. And now I saw your blog and you wrote that, and you mentioned that you are not really happy about this. Okay , fine and I understand. I won't force you to go out with me with my family, do not worry about that. My family stuff I will handle it myself.

As for my friends, whoever you wanna go out with or whateva it's up to you. I won't control that anymore. I knew I am acting cheap, that I go out with your friends instead, and you replied me that your friends won't even bother about me. Yes you are right, who am I? I m not those extremely beautiful girl or whateva. I know I m being cheap.

And yes you always said that I've changed. Whateva you wanna say, maybe I've changed. But before saying that I've changed, pls think of yourself. Today's argument is really ... speechless, and I will definately remember how you treat me today, your tone of voice, your volume, your sarcastic words and everything, even my mum had not talk to me this way. I'll remember that.

I realised every arguments with you, after that you'll write it into your blog. Sometimes, you never think of the pro and cons about this. How if my friend saw it? and how do I face my friends?

And you always misunderstood after any arguments with you, and why like this? I really don't understand. I wonder what will happen in the future ....

Rain rain go away

It's rainy season and yes it rains everyday ...yada ...yada... yada .... and I'd even stuck in the flood in Kajang with the level of water almost half of my car and luckily my car still healthy after that, hahaha .. and of course .. luckily it is not Malaysian made car... phew ~

Planned to go to Taman Pertanian Bukit Cahaya in Shah Alam tomorrow with the ngongkuis ... but looks like we need to delay it then... perhaps should think of some of other plans instead ... :p

Ahhhh .... and please don't rain during my trip to Damai Laut next weekend ... *pray pray*

countdown ...

Can't wait for the company's trip to Damai Laut Swiss Garden ...another 2 weeks .... YAY YAY ... !

The beach views

Looking at these photos (source from the swiss garden resort website) ... feel so relaxed ... and it's time for me to get a break ...and relax myself during this trip, been working very hard and really stressed out since my last holiday in Perhentian during July .. and the best thing is ... this trip is FREE ...will be sponsored and am not paying any $$ ..... wahahaha ..

The golf course

pool - morning view

Gayam sunset view

Deluxe seaview room

If I m not mistaken, this will be the room I am staying in .... wow ! awesome !~

Am awaiting for this trip and it will be fun! Must enjoy to the fullest and have FUN in this trip ... and of course I wish that you will be there with me. We can go for a visit there next time k ~ :D

18 rules for lovely life in 2008 :)

1) Pursue achievable goals

2) Keep a genuine smile

3) Share with others

4) Help thy Neighbors

5) Maintain a youthful spirit

6) Get along with the rich, the poor, the beautiful & the ugly

7) Keep cool under pressure

8) Lighten the atmosphere with humor

9) Forgive the annoyance of others

10) Have few pals

11) Cooperate and reap greater rewards

12) Treasure every moments with YOUR loved one

13) Have high confidence in yourself

14) Respect the disadvantaged

15) Indulge yourself occasionally

16) Give thanks to the almighty

17) Take calculated risks

18) Under "Money Isn't everything..."

"Every Little Smile can touch Somebody's heart. May U find hundreds of reasons to smile today and May U be the reason for someone else to smile always!"

Got this e-mail from a friend, it's definately meaningful ~ :)

R.I.P my dear friend

Got a shocking news from an old friend during primary school while driving to work in the morning ... She asked me whether still remember this friend named B. Of course I do, and she told me another sad incident, where our this friend, B, passed away on the day before....

I paused, but still need to continue driving. I do not know what's the reason of this incident. And this friend of mine asked whether I am free to attend the funeral that afternoon, however, I can't make it as I need to work. Sighh ~

My feeling totally changed, and I admit I really felt moody ... plus I am still half sick. But still need to control and control and control ... And suddenly I remembered, when we were all during primary school, B had even came to my house to play ... and now she's gone ..still a young girl she is...

Although we have not met each other for more than 10 years since primary school, but I still remember this friend alot.

My dear friend Bhavisha,

Rest in peace my dear friend. Although we have not met or contact with each other for quite some time, perhaps about 10years plus, but I do remember you, and I hope you can stay happy always in the other world....

Feel like crying, but only tears drop. But today I have already recovered. I am already much better, after taking the muscle relaxation pills by doctor. Doctor said I might be over-stress? Hmm , perhaps... really need to take care of myself well... :) if not someone will over-worried me ...

I've decided!

And thanks to my dear and fellow friends for their advices and supports.. and I know it's for my better future and it's for my own good.

What you said is right... I have to think for myself, and not for others. I must think of own benefits and all and not to please others. I have to make the decision sooner or later. So and now I 've already decided!!